"Grow Up" 2010-11-19 - 5:10 a.m.

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I hate to be so whiny all the time, but it's my diary and I'll cry if I want to, right?

It just hurts all the fucking time.

I wish I could at least just cope with it, you know?

I mean, wanting to suddenly wake up tomorrow and not be sad all the time is on the same level of wishful thinking as the zombie apocalypse.

But I wish I could just walk around and hang out with my friends and talk to people and not have it just waiting there behind the first few sentences of small talk.

I wish it wasn't so all-consuming.

Someone once told me that no one can love you until you love yourself.

I guess I really will die alone.

*instrumental*

Sweet Dreams

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