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"whatever, I'm tired, leave me alone; you probably shouldn't read this anyway" 2004-12-10 - 4:30 a.m. older - previous - next - profile - host - my band - my lj ok, so I just went through several old diary entires and an ass-load of livejournal entries in an attempt to find an old quiz to retake but I couldn't find one so I just spent like, an hour looking through crap I've said in the past meh I had work today, which was allright I'm gonna be sad if Versus The Mirror goes on tour with The Bled I know it's better for them, so in a way I want that to happen but if they do it means Kevin[and Davey] are going to have to quit Hot Topic and even though that means I have a better chance of being kept on after January; I would really really miss Kevin I spend pretty much all my time there talking to him he's a cool guy so I mean.. whatever happens happens anyway later I had practice we wrote a new song I really like I don't know sometimes I really hate the band and our music sometimes I don't it's... odd tomorrow Versus The Mirror is playing at Gameworks they've finally got a CD recorded, I can't wait and plus there's an after-party at Davey's apartement might be my chance to finally start hanging out with those guys outside of work so that should be groovy anyway, in news besides me and my crappy life; I've been watching "my coolest years" on VH1 this week and tonight they had "my coolest years: in the closet" about closetted homosexuals in high school and... sometimes it just feels like I'm the only one who doesn't know I'm gay ever since I was a little kid I've acted so.. gay all my mannerisms ever since I've been a little kid have always been the same as closetted homosexuals and looking back it seems like it would be so obvious to everyone; that they would just be waiting for me to come out but I don't even know if I am gay I probably am I don't know I don't feel like self-analysis tonight but on that "my coolest years" thing, they have Johnny McGovern on there and if you don't know who Johnny McGovern is; do yourself a favor and look him up, because you're missing out he was one of the main reasons I kept watching that Retrosexual thing they had he's bloody hilarious ... I don't know, I swear I had a point earlier but I'm really tired now and I need to get to bed or I'll never wake up tomorrow Adios Amigos "come to the darkside kids, � � |