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"Don't Look Back Into The Sun" 2005-02-04 - 2:09 p.m. older - previous - next - profile - host - my band - my lj "I hurt myself today to see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real" I could continue the whole song, but... I've repeated that so many times today I read someone's journal that I shouldn't have I used to be smart enough to avoid that why intentionally hurt myself? but today I thought maybe it had been long enough maybe the feeling had faded enough to take a look but the first thing I read proved me wrong I should've fucking known better you can't go back over a burned bridge but the fact that it was arson and not an accident changes things the fact that I was right all along is a small consolation I still feel like shit I don't know it makes me wonder how far back it goes but in the end it doesn't matter it's over now in the end I think it might be for the best no matter how much it hurts right now Adios Amigos � � |