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"Modern Romance" 2004-02-21 - 4:11 a.m. older - previous - next - profile - host - my band - my lj it's amazing how easy it is to make me feel like shit sometimes I don't know earlier today I wrote a song I think it's my best yet it's for someone special I don't want to ruin the surprise it's funny to hear my varied influences come through in my songwriting "from Alice in Chains to the Yeah Yeah Yeahs" in my opinion they never mesh well when I first went to guitar class at school my teacher taught us about "A-B-A" format my songs always sound like "oil-water" format to me I'm just waiting for someone to call me on it the other day I was in my front yard getting the mail or something and I was thinking about driving somewhere in the near future and out of nowhere I just started thinking about getting hit by some asshole/drunk how easy it would be just be singing along to the radio, go through an intersection where I had the right of way and *BAM!* all my friends would come and see me and cry while I was comatose in the hospital and I could just slip away in my sleep nice and young easy as pie I don't know I realized that I'm living day to day now I get up, and the scope of my ambition lasts until I fall asleep again I think I don't really plan for the future because I'm always waiting for that drunk driver or anuerysm the closest I really come to planning my future is daydreaming and buying cigarettes 'either way I'm set for life' -to paraphrase God I miss her she was the best thing that ever happened to me but I was just too impatient too afraid of what people would say about an online relationship and I'm still too afraid why don't I say who I'm talking about(although the more perceptive of you probably know)? why don't I tell you nice folks what happened? because I'm just a scared little boy it all comes down to fear and love haha "I guess I'm livin' day to day" "I'm doin' just fine hour to hour, note to note..." Sweet Dreams � � |