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"Ch-Ch-Changes" 2003-12-27 - 3:50 a.m. older - previous - next - profile - host - my band - my lj things have changed since my last entry in probably the biggest news, I was laid off from my job today I expected seasonal employment to last until mid-January at least but nope admittedly I didn't expect a meeting with the manager to be anything good but I figured if they were going to fire me they could just get a supervisor or something to do it but I was wrong as I was walking in, I glanced at the schedule and saw that I wasn't on it and I pretty much knew after that it was basically what I expected "thanks for working here, good luck" a shake of the hand and I'm through with Wal-Mart on the upside I don't have to go in to work on tuesday but of course, the real concern is: what the hell am I going to do for money now? I've still got one more paycheck coming but that'll be for maybe $100 if I'm lucky the only real question is: do I start looking for work tomorrow; or do I give myself a little Christmas break and start on tuesday, when I was expecting to go back to work? I don't know this really sucks blah anyway I got a ton of albums for Christmas, as I mentioned; but most of all I've been listening to the 'Best of Bowie' album I got from my aunt I just love Changes not to mention the rest of his music I don't want to guess about who God is [although I'm suspecting Isaac Haayes] but I'm pretty sure David Bowie is the second coming of Jesus I don't know I guess I'm not as funny when I'm unemployed that's about it I might hang out with Stephanie and/or Robyn tomorrow and if I don't I'll probably hang out with my cousin but if I don't then it's back to depressed entries for me the only actual good thing that may come from my return to unemployment is that maybe I'll relax a little more and I won't make myself sick as often here's hoping I find a job at Zia Sweet Dreams I still don't know what I was waiting for And my time was running wild A million dead-end streets Every time I thought I'd got it made It seemed the taste was not so sweet So I turned myself to face me But I've never caught a glimpse Of how the others must see the faker I'm much too fast to take that test Ch-ch-ch-ch-Changes (Turn and face the stranger) Ch-ch-Changes Don't want to be a richer man Ch-ch-ch-ch-Changes (Turn and face the stranger) Ch-ch-Changes Just gonna have to be a different man Time may change me But I can't trace time I watch the ripples change their size But never leave the stream Of warm impermanence and So the days float through my eyes But still the days seem the same And these children that you spit on As they try to change their worlds Are immune to your consultations They're quite aware of what they're going through Ch-ch-ch-ch-Changes (Turn and face the stranger) Ch-ch-Changes Don't tell them to grow up and out of it Ch-ch-ch-ch-Changes (Turn and face the stranger) Ch-ch-Changes Where's your shame You've left us up to our necks in it Time may change me But you can't trace time Strange fascination, fascinating me Changes are taking the pace I'm going through Ch-ch-ch-ch-Changes (Turn and face the stranger) Ch-ch-Changes Oh, look out you rock 'n rollers Ch-ch-ch-ch-Changes (Turn and face the stranger) Ch-ch-Changes Pretty soon you're gonna get a little older Time may change me But I can't trace time I said that time may change me But I can't trace time -Changes David Bowie � � |