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"Snap Your Fingers, Snap Your Neck" 2003-12-13 - 4:30 a.m. older - previous - next - profile - host - my band - my lj where to fucking begin? well, my internet was down last night not that I had much to say last night but I've got quite a bit to say tonight first: the whole Santa-dealie didn't work out I don't know how I feel the idea has seemed to get less and less fun every day Misty and I thought maybe next thursday; but at this point I don't much care either way is cool speaking of planning: I don't have my exact work schedule beyond this coming friday yet; but I know that I have Christmas and the day after off so I think we should get together and exchange gifts the day after Christmas and speaking of Christmas; my dad put up the Christmas tree either sunday or monday he put lights on it the next day and after five days of asking my mother if she was going to get off her lazy ass and decorate the Christmas tree; I decided that I, the long-haired, punk-rock son would have to do it and so now my mom has two amusing pictures of me decorating the Christmas tree in my "fuck the sex pistols" t-shirt [made it myself] I also wrote another song tonight another one of them "accoustic" ones the reason that's noteworthy though is because it has lyrics and, as usual; I still like them surprisingly I still like the lyrics from the last song I wrote as well anyway this one started to be a love song but wound up being decidedly un-romantic funny how that worked out I'm still not going to post the lyrics quite yet, though one of these days I'll post the lyrics to those and hopefully to more songs I'll get written I don't know I also rented an anime called Berserk [or rather, the 5th volume of it. It's a series] I've really liked Berserk for a while I just wish they had more at Blockbuster so I could continue the series without having to blow $30 but regardless each DVD comes with "outtakes" which are a combination of the voice actors flubbing their lines and then saying goofy shit on purpose this one had the best one ever two of the characters had just made love, and were standing and holding eachother and the guy started saying the 'Berserker' song from Clerks and the girl even did the "did he just say 'making fuck'?" line oh God, it was fucking classic so yeah I also finished Firestarter by Stephen King tonight I have to say I didn't really expect to like it but it turned out to be probably the best-written book I've ever read honestly; the position of my favorite is still tied in the everlasting battle between Pet Semetary and I Am Legend, but Firestarter is now in second the character of Rainbird was quite possibly the coolest character ever as far as I'm concerned the book was about him and the ending was priceless but anyway the biggest news is probably my car my dad looked at it yesterday; and cleaned the workings up a bit and I took it for a test drive afterwords and it was running the best it had in months so I figured the problem was at least delayed for a while even I'm not naive enough to believe what was wrong with that car would be fixed just by my dad cleaning up the engine but today I went to go to Zia to get the new Strokes album; and it was running just as bad it even died again for a moment needless to say I turned around before I got to Zia so tomorrow I've gotta wake up [relatively]early and take it to the shop myself I doubt they'll really get anything done that day but at least I'll know what I'm in for that "bank account" idea I had may be just a futile dream after all I'm starting to think it's time to, as my dad said, "look into getting something a bit more reliable" I've grown pretty attached to my van but at the same time I wouldn't complain if I was able to get a decent, old car that I could paint black and drive like a maniac without tipping over [a-huck a-huck*, that rimed] I don't know either way this is likely going to suck up large portions of my paycheck and if I have to get a new ride it could eat them whole the fact that my job is only temporary does not help at all and this is going to make trying to get to college [which is what I need the money for in the first place] a bitch I don't know I've realized that I can get a loan to pay for tuition [and then burn the bridge of paying it off when I get to it] so most of the money is just for getting to and living in a new place where I don't have my parents to leech off of if I can get to New York like I'm planning; I can stay with my uncles for a while but I don't think they have the biggest place, and I'd hate to burden them like that [not to mention some new things have arose which could make that practically impossible] so I don't know I still haven't even gotten my damn grade for my government course yet if I didn't have work to distract me the suspence would be killing me I'm still not sure if I'm going to be getting a grade or a letter that says: "you failed the final and therefore failed the course by default; you're gonna have to take the course over again if you wanna graduate" I wouldn't even be worried about it except that if I don't get a 60% or higher on the final I fail the course which is a bitch because, like I said, I didn't get a single wrong answer on any of the assignments but I really bombed that final I don't know everything's so confusing and complicated right now even the things I *try* to do for fun and what's kinda funny, in an ironic sort of way, is that even without that malignant "other personality" or whatever in my head fucking things up they still suck right now add to it the fact that I got mildly sick tonight and I'm just a barrel of fun Tra La La *-[that was the closest thing to my Hillbilly/Idiot Laugh I could think of] � � |