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"Problems" 2003-10-30 - 4:32 a.m. older - previous - next - profile - host - my band - my lj I didn't want to update tonight but I can't sleep some problems are eating away at my brain they're two big problems with a situation I'm in and it sucks because I can't do anything about either of them my options are thus: go along with the situation and just hope that the problems go away or stop the situation and hope that the damage is minimal; and try to save what I can I can't really see any way to fix the problems admittedly one problem will go away with time but the big problem won't go away it'll just get bigger and bigger until it explodes and that'll leave people hurt and make everything a mess but by trying to deal with it it's just going to make it explode now instead of later there's no compromise; either they give up or I give up and I don't think either of us will be happy with the other giving up and so do I ignore it, and pray that it's a dud? do I try and address it; thereby causing it to explode now? or do I simply abort the situation, and hope that the explosion from that is smaller than the explosion from the problem would be? the real question is: which one of those answers has the smallest explosion? and will either of us survive any of the explosions? it's a shitty set of circumstances I can't see any happy endings from where I'm standing and that makes me sick which is why I'm up typing instead of sleeping so I can wake up all bright and chipper for my job interview later I hate this Happines And Peace of Mind Were Never Meant For Me... � � |