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"Doolittle" 2003-10-29 - 2:52 a.m. older - previous - next - profile - host - my band - my lj well, I guess I'm feeling sane again as opposed to earlier tonight sitting out in the dark and the cold smoking and staring up at the stars along with watching the final episode of FLCL really calmed me down but I don't know I chose the "right answer", as expected I'm just upset that I had to get that problem in the first place it just seems like whenever me and someone else have things that we need, and they conflict with eachother I'm always the one who backs down always and I'm just getting so tired of it I don't know I think if I wasn't the one to back down in that kind of situation then I'd just feel like shit for making the other person back down anyway so it's lose/lose yay at Wal-Mart this morning I had to fill out an application on the computer and since those take 24 hours to download and the guy has off tomorrow my interview is thursday for once I'm confident I'll get the job this guy sounds like he's ready to hire me; and this is all just red tape so yay there here's to me + money on the band front I called Clinton the other day but he's got strip throat [or is it strep throat?] so we can't even talk on the phone also making getting together impossible because if he can't talk he obviously can't sing I don't know if he'll even go for that without the bassist but since I'm writing the basslines for my songs anyway and I can play bass if we don't get a bassist by the time my cousin has to start his project; I can just play the bass in the studio and then at least we'll have something but I still need that drummer guy to write his part and I'd like to work with Clinton on the lyrics so I have to wait for him to call me back but I'm confident that when he does my band will actually get started I don't know if things are starting to happen for me why do I still feel like shit? oh, right � � |