"I Want To Be Adored" 2014-07-05 - 4:37 a.m.

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if I'm gonna write one really honest entry here:

it hurts so bad

all the little and big things

and there's nothing to be done with it

no final answer, no smarter way around it

you just have to take it

so this is where I pour it all out

and I'm sorry if you're reading

but I can't store all this hurt inside me

so it needs somewhere to go where it can be read

but I know it won't help to tell anyone directly

so this is kind of a happy medium

well, maybe not "happy"

but tomorrow is another day

and... I'll figure something out