"Enola" 2010-04-26 - 4:44 a.m.

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She's not the first woman I've ever loved.

And, barring some dramatic change in our lives;

God willing she won't be the last.

But why can't I let this go?

Is it really so pedestrian?

That I can't find someone else?

Goddamnit,

why can't she be the one?

And why does K______ have to be such a good guy?

Why can't I just hate him and not feel bad about trying to woo her?

Let's all get ready to die alone.

It's a fucking party.

this won't work now