"thrash unreal" 2010-02-01 - 4:54 a.m.

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I keep hoping with each new person I meet that I'll be able to be normal for them.

That just once I won't expose how fucked up I am.

But each time it comes out.

And even when they're ok with it, I just run away in shame.

How the fuck do I fix this?

it's locked its jaws and now it's swallowing

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