"2:45 AM" 2009-10-13 - 3:38 a.m.

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I have no one to talk to.

I've never really been an introvert, it's just that for the past fucking decade, all I want to talk about is fucked-up shit that bothers me.

And I don't want to bother my friends with that.

Anonymous diaryland entries don't help; and I can't talk to anyone.

Any advice internet? Any fucking free therapists you know about?

Going out sleep walking. Where mute memories start talking. The boss that couldn't help but hurt you. The pretty thing you made desert you. I'm going out like a baby. A not even satisfiable baby. Grabbing on to whatever's around.

I wish I could write.

you're gonna say shit now you say it out loud