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"Look What You've Done" 2004-12-13 - 3:49 a.m. older - previous - next - profile - host - my band - my lj tonight we auditioned a few singers for the band the first was this guy Monte he was.. alright he was a friendly guy, and I liked that but he was also a "Krazy Kristian" which to be honest didn't really bother me but the fact that we weren't bothered him so he won't be joining The Remaining anytime soon but.. it was too funny he came in to sing and.. he sounded exactly like Scott Stapp I don't think it was intentional but.. that's just too funny to make up of all the people this guy could sound like, he has to sound like Scott Stapp that's funny but Scott Stapp sounds like crap and so does he; and that was more important to me than whatever his problem was so whatever [dude: ERIC FUCKING ROBERTS is in the new Killers video; fucking rock] the second guy was cool he was kinda goth though which was cool with me real cool with me but I don't know about those guys they liked him tonight but I think in the long run they would change their minds because he sang exactly like Ville Valo his voice wasn't as deep, but the way he sang was a lot like that we asked him to sing a song for us so we could hear his voice and he turns to me and goes: "do you know HIM's version of Wicked Game?" and my face just lit up sadly, I didn't but he did so he played it and sang and I loved it and then he put down the guitar and sang Atrocity Exhibition by Joy Division which sounded awesome the way he sang it, too so I mean, I loved him and Ruben and Gabby liked him too but it pisses me off because: the main fucking problem we had is that I wanted to be darker and that I sing low and dark like that; and they didn't like it but then this kid comes in and sings even darker than I do and they fucking love it it only bothered me a little at the time but now I'm starting to get pissed anyway the problem is: he's 16 and he lives on the air force base and they have a curfew at 10 so he can't really get out and to practice he's going to try and figure something out, but.. who knows? I don't so it looks like I'm stuck singing for a little while longer anyway it just bugs me I see and hear all these bands and I talk to Kevin and I just want to be in a band that I really like; where I get along with the other members not what The Remaining has become I was ashamed playing our songs for the second guy and the only times Ruben and I even talked tonight we were yelling at eachother and Gabby.. I get along well with Gabby, but I just wish we could agree on the type of music to play more (and that she was more talented) I don't know it's like eating shitty food at least I'm not starving but I'd rather be having something good it just hurts sometimes I love music so much and I'm not doing it the way I want I don't know I'm just gonna go to bed Sweet Dreams � � |