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"Death Trip" 2004-10-30 - 4:51 a.m. older - previous - next - profile - host - my band - my lj ugh, my life is such a mess my mom decided she's sick of me getting everything I want [!] so she talked my dad out of helping me buy a new car and I can do it by myself, but it's going to take longer; which means I need to get my van working so now he's going to try and fix my haggard-ass van and see if he can bring it back from the dead all day he's been telling me he worked on the brakes and got them working I haven't tested them yet, but I doubt it so if my updates just suddenly stop it's because my mom doesn't like the fact that I was going to get a new car before I got a proper job but whatever and in other news, I brought up my doubts about my singing to the band; and now we're having a big fight about whether I should keep singing we recorded my voice at the practice room, and now I feel that I can sing but they confessed they've never liked my voice, and want a new singer gah see; I've got a very low, [I don't wanna say monotone, but.. it's a style that doesn't change pitch a lot, if that makes sense] Ville Valo, Pete Steele, Ian Curtis, Carlos D style voice and I like that but they don't and not only does that piss me off for obvious reasons but it pisses me off because I've always had a pretty good idea of what the band should sound like and while it's obviously not exactly what I want; and obviously compromises have to be made all I want is to be in a dark band and Ruben and Gabby have been progressively lightening the style and making it more pop-ish for some time and my voice has been one of the main things keeping a dark feel to the sound but now if we get a new singer, they're going to get somebody who'll make the sound more like what they want and it just pisses me off we're called The Remaining our logo is a fucking guy in a fucking cemetary we dress mostly in black and they want to sound like fucking Elefant or The Moving Units or "something people can dance to" fuck that I'm definitely going to have to find people with tastes closer to mine(if not outright Trent Reznor the whole deal) next time and there will be a next time gah all this crap with the band is making me realize that I really need to start doing something with my life something serious but like I know what the fuck I want to do I don't know either things will work out or I'll die in a horrible car wreck and not have to worry about this shit anymore Adios Amigos � � |