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"Back In The Saddle" 2004-08-04 - 3:41 a.m. older - previous - next - profile - host - my band - my lj I think I'm starting to crawl out of the funk I've been in I did something I'm intensely proud of; but I can't mention it here well... I choose not to anyway; I'm starting to get more hours at Hot Topic I'm up to 2 days a week! and there was much rejoicing one thing about working at Hot Topic, though; [I'm not sure if it's an upside or downside] I've built up a tolerance for the hardcore, almost-mainstream crap they play there not like New Found Glory or Coheed and Cambria or anything that bad more like Taking Back Sunday and... I don't know; other, similar bands I don't give enough of a crap about to know the name of they play them sometimes there; they have a 100 disc player with pretty varied stuff and while I wouldn't go so far as to say that I've started to like them I no longer vomit uncontrollably when I hear them so... yeah I looked into U of A today; and it turns out you need an SAT score to attend I haven't taken the SAT so that's out I'm going to see if Pima requires one if it does I guess I won't be attending college this semester but hopefully they won't, because I've been out of school for some time and I know I would do horribly if I had to suddenly take a test based on everything I was *supposed* to learn in high school I don't know in other news, I think Jill read my livejournal entry about her, and is avoiding me it wouldn't surprise me women have done much worse to avoid dating me; so... I don't know I'm going to try and get ahold of her again tomorrow but if I can't(or if I do and she turns me down), I'm just going to stop bothering I don't want her to feel like she has to avoid me for fear I'll ask her on a date and she'll have to turn me down and it'll be all awkward I don't know if this doesn't work out I'm just going to go queer [there's actually a lot more thought and self-examination behind that than it would appear] ...Jesus, I lost my train of thought mind-blowingly intense IM conversations at 4 AM will do that to you Sweet Dreams � � |