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"End Of The World" 2004-07-10 - 2:35 a.m. older - previous - next - profile - host - my band - my lj I've always been pretty good at keeping things inside so that it won't trouble those around me but... not this week I let it slip a few days ago, and now I can't stop it I hate writing this where she can read it but just writing stuff down doesn't help anymore I have to write it where people can read it fuck knows why and she reads everywhere I have that other people read I just don't want her to think I'm writing it to get a response out of her a misunderstanding over that was one of the last things that ended my friendship with Stephanie but whatever I'm not writing this to get a response but how could you read something like this and not respond? sorry Laura everytime I see anything romantic on tv or anywhere, I think of her whenever I have nothing specific to think about and my thoughts wander, I think of her sometimes even when I'm thinking about something else she'll pop in I can't stop thinking about her and all that could've been but for the zillionth time in my life I get to say it: "she doesn't feel the same about me" it hurts so bad I'm shaking and I know, it won't ever stop I can be gracious in defeat around her to the extent that it's physically possible but whenever I'm alone it's going to hurt for the rest of my life I keep typing about it in the hopes that some of it will seep out through my fingers and offer some semblence of catharsis but all I'm probably doing is making her feel bad it's not her fault though, there's nothing she can change but it sucks for me I'll be fine though I'll live, as always whoever died of a broken heart anyway? I'll be fine, because that's what I always am I'm Mr. Brightside Sweet Dreams Go if you want to I never tried to stop you Know there's a reason For all of this you're feeling Low, it's not my call You couldn't ever love me more You couldn't love me more You couldn't love... Me - I don't show much It's not that hard to hide you See in a moment I can't remember how to Be all you wanted I couldn't ever love you more I couldn't love you more I couldn't love... You want me to cry and play my part I want you to sigh and fall apart We want this like everyone else Stay if you want to I always wait to hear you say There's a last kiss For all the times you run this way It's not my fault You couldn't ever love me more You couldn't love me more You couldn't love... Love me more Couldn't ever love me more I couldn't love you more I couldn't love You want me to lie not break your heart I want you to fly not stop and start We want us like everything else Maybe we didn't understand Not just a boy and a girl It's just the end of the End of the world Me - I don't say much It's far too hard to make you See in a moment I still forget just how to Be all you wanted I couldn't ever love you more I couldn't love you more I couldn't love you more I couldn't love you more I couldn't love you more -The Cure End Of The World whoever died of a broken heart anyway? whoever died of a broken heart anyway? whoever died of a broken heart anyway? whoever died of a broken heart anyway? whoever died of a broken heart anyway? whoever died of a broken heart anyway? whoever died of a broken heart anyway? whoever died of a broken heart anyway? whoever died of a broken heart anyway? whoever died of a broken heart anyway? whoever died of a broken heart anyway? whoever died of a broken heart anyway? whoever died of a broken heart anyway? whoever died of a broken heart anyway? whoever died of a broken heart anyway? whoever died of a broken heart anyway? whoever died of a broken heart anyway? whoever died of a broken heart anyway? whoever died of a broken heart anyway? whoever died of a broken heart anyway? whoever died of a broken heart anyway? whoever died of a broken heart anyway? whoever died of a broken heart anyway? whoever died of a broken heart anyway? whoever died of a broken heart anyway? whoever died of a broken heart anyway? whoever died of a broken heart anyway? whoever died of a broken heart anyway? whoever died of a broken heart anyway? whoever died of a broken heart anyway? � � |