"Marvelous Things" 2004-07-05 - 1:50 a.m.

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something important happened today

today, I realized that I am, in fact, gay

I went to see a movie, and a preview for that new "A Cinderella Story" movie came on;

and I actually felt compelled to go see it

if that's not difinitive proof...

but seriously though,

the movie I went to go see was Shrek 2[I went with my family]

and, much like the first one, it was much better than I expected it to be

although, in a movie concerning ogres and other such fairytale things; I found the most unrealistic part to be the love story

that never happens in real life

in real life; the girl actually loves the other guy, and she really would be better off with him

the best you can hope for is to just be dignified and mature in your bowing out

...which I'm obviously not

I don't know

while sitting on my roof watching fireworks earlier, I actually got a little depressed for a while

but I'm better now

I think the line "I haven't felt an ass like that since Eisenhower was president" had something to do with it

Gus is my hero; everybody watch Mission Hill

anyway,

I have my orientation thing at Hot Topic tuesday[tomorrow, if you want to look at things that way]; and not much else is happening

my computer has gotten so fucked up from spyware or something that I need to re-install Windows

and while transferring my files onto my parents computer via a network so they wouldn't get wiped out when I re-installed windows; I managed to lose my porn folder

I've spent years collecting those pictures, stories, and videos; some of which are from sites that have shut down

and now they're all gone

damnit

it's quite a bit frustrating; but not as much as not having a significant other, and I've been dealing with that for years now

so yeah,

I just wanted to bitch about that at least once, even if it does lower my dignity that much more

whatever

"HELP ME, BITCH!"

Adios Amigos