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"Komakino" 2004-01-26 - 4:08 a.m. older - previous - next - profile - host - my band - my lj I feel weird tonight, boys and girls I just realized that I'm getting depressed funny that I've never realized it before all the times I've felt like this I've never realized it was the precursor to depression I felt fine all night, and then suddenly; I felt weird and then I slowly drifted down to depression huh and that's how I know it's saratonin levels I was happy and feelin' fancy free and with no cause or warning; I suddenly feel like shit anyway, today I rented the MST3K version of "Manos: The Hands of Fate" and just; wow it's one thing to say it's the worst movie ever made it's entirely another to sit through it I don't think I could've done it without the MST3K crew the directing would make Ed Wood cry I hope it really is the worst movie ever made because if there's something out there worse than Manos... the world is doomed I don't know shit the only reason I'm typing this is because it's the last thing I can do to feel like I'm connected with someone anyone no one's ever on IM this late and I'm bad at actual conversation anyway it's so much easier to just ramble into this little box and letting you poor bastards look at it when I'm done but then I feel bad because it's not entertaining I don't know I realized today that I haven't thought about suicide in a while it's weird because for a while I was a little obsessed with it but I fought the urge and I'm still here and I haven't thought about it in weeks I feel like I'm in a fucking support group "my name's Brett, and it's been a few weeks since I've thought about suicide" let the healing begin blah wow, this one turned around in a hurry, didn't it? I'm sorry � � |