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"Enjoy The Silence" 2004-01-03 - 4:23 a.m. older - previous - next - profile - host - my band - my lj you know, it still amazes me how I can feel and think and act and be one way and then just hours later, be completely different maybe I'm just stupid or something being amazed at every little twist and turn my psyche makes who knows? anyway, today my father and I converted my car to a manual choke so *hopefully* that'll be the end of that that just leaves two more items on my agenda: A-a new job which I can go out and look for now that my car works again and B-getting the school to pull their heads out of their asses and give me my fucking diploma I'm starting to cool down on that issue a little bit, so hopefully sometime this month I'll be able to maintain my composure long enough to discuss the issue rationally with them and as far as money goes, so far I've gotten off lucky the shop didn't charge me because they really didn't do anything [thank Providence for small favors] and the choke conversion kit only cost me $8 so as long as that really was the problem and solution, I got off fairly light and speaking of money, I got my last paycheck and I'm now the proud owner of $500 [$350 from the paycheck; $120 from relative's checks; and $30 from the paycheck before that] half of my brain is telling me to buy something worthwhile like a PA System or skateboard or another guitar or something instead of blowing it all on piddly shit but the other half of my brain is telling me that it has to last until I have a job again, so I can't afford to buy anything big and there's still the chance that the choke wasn't the only problem on my car; and I'll still have to replace the carburator but I pray that doesn't happen so yeah, there's that and I don't really know I've crossed one bridge, I'm taking a short breather before starting on the rest and God knows there's still a sizeable line of them ahead of me Sweet Dreams � � |