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"Self Titled" 2003-08-30 - 4:16 a.m. older - previous - next - profile - host - my band - my lj I should really listen to more Killing Joke they're a fantastic band you want to hear something ironic? in the early 90's; Killing Joke sued Nirvana because Nirvana's song "Come As You Are" contains a riff that is almost identical to Killing Joke's song "Eighties" [it's true. The main riff from Come As You Are is off by maybe one note from the main riff to Eighties. I'm not saying Nirvana stole from Killing Joke; I don't know what happened, but if you listen to the songs Killing Joke were right to sue.] and now, probably 10 years later; Killing Joke released an album where Dave Grohl, the drummer of Nirvana; plays drums for them. now that's irony I've been meaning to pick up that album but right now it's fighting for position with "The Rise and Fall of Ziggie Stardust" [or possibly "Hunky Dorey"] by David Bowie and the soundtrack to FLCL right now FLCL is winning; but that could change and after that it's still Killing Joke vs. David Bowie eventually I will own them all, so really this means nothing in actual news: me and Stephanie had a talk and quite frankly she was calmer than I expected her to be (or I would've been, in her position) so I guess that's worked out the only other person I was bitching about who partakes of diaryland is Evan and I guess it's clear he doesn't read this anymore fie Evan, fie I don't know I considered writing a song about it [or rather, writing lyrics about it that would go with that poor, unused guitar melody I've got laying around] but I changed my mind pretty much all the songs I've written have been about me not liking the way things are going between me and Stephanie and I desperately want to change that so I don't know I think it's time I just let the whole issue rest moving on; the sleeping pills I'm taking are really pissing me off they don't help me get to sleep right away but they keep me from staying up until 6 or 7 in the morning; so I don't want to stop taking them, but they make it super hard to wake up until 4 or so in the afternoon I swear during the week I keep my alarm set at 2 [something I was hoping to change with sleeping pills that would help me get to sleep earlier and therefore wake up earlier] but everyday I wake up and think: "ok, time to get up, I'll just touch my head to the pillow one last time..." and I'm out for another hour and a half then I wake up and I can't move, so I just kinda lay there on the thin line between counscious and unconscious for another half hour to hour I know all you poor school-folk are probably like: "YOU'RE BITCHING ABOUT SLEEPING TOO LATE!!!" but this is a problem for me I wake up at about sunset and while I used to think that it would be cool if I could do that; unless I get a night job it's gonna make it real hard to find a job and it keeps me from doing pretty much anything you can do during the day which sucks so I don't know I've been hoping that it'll change; but I don't know I guess I'll have to find the kind of sleeping pills I had the first time you know, the ones I tried to kill myself with? sorry, I had to say it to someone; and if I said it to my mom she might not get them when she goes to the store next time anyway; I had more to say, but I'm having disturbing chest and throat pains, so I lost my train of thought and I'm just gonna go Sweet Dreams P.S. - Sindy, I was gonna send you an e-mail, but due to the aforementioned pains I'm going to put that off; sorry. � � |