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"Bullet" 2003-07-27 - 4:02 a.m. older - previous - next - profile - host - my band - my lj I understand, now. I think that now, I understand, how in Silent Hill 2; how James can keep going. How after all he goes through, all he sees, he can just pick himself up, and keep going. How he can do all that just for the chance of having that one person back in his life. I think I understand. Deep stuff going on. I don't want to talk about it. It seems so shallow; equating such deep stuff with a videogame. but fuck it my life, my diary, my equations anyway, the power at my house was out all night last night, hence the lack of an entry or being online it sucked ass all day I've been thinking it's Friday because it's like Friday didn't exist for me I woke up at about 3, went to my mom's graduation at 4:30 got home at about 9; and the power was out it didn't come back on until just before 6 AM when I said jury duty was a block of solid boredom, I was wrong I didn't know what Solid Boredom was I played my accoustic guitar for about an hour and after that I just sat in my living room for 5 hours by candlelight sweating my ass off with my sister gag I hate my sister so that sucked that sucked hard anyway, but back to thursday I talked to Kenny for half the night about horror movies he's a cool guy he told me about the alternate ending to 28 Days Later, which I hadn't heard about before and then as soon as I got home I see a commercial advertising it I'm not sure how excited about it I am one of the main things I liked about 28 Days Later is that it was a refreshing twist a "zombie"(one of these days I'm going to get to that rant; but not tonight) movie with a happy ending apparently the alternate ending is depressing but really it's just an excuse to see the movie again which is fine by me but yeah, so Kenny and I talked about horror movies for a while and he had some very good ideas together most of which he had thought out much, much better than I had ever thought out any of mine and on a side note, if anyone watches Jackass; Kenny looks exactly like Ryan Dunn, just with blonde hair and horrible acne and yeah, speaking of horror movies; that whole night I was thinking about how great a horror movie it would've made a ton of cannon fodder a big house way out on the outskirts of the city a parking lot('cause that's what Stephanie has instead of a driveway) a seperate smaller house, a gigantic yard and a dark and stormy night and it really felt like it on this one occasion I went out to my car to get my smokes, and it was exactly like a scene from a horror movie clouds obscured the sky, so it was black outside, lightning was flashing in the distance, and the rain was just kind've drizzling down it was a dark parking lot, with a ton of cars sitting around, all dark and the porchlight to Erin(Stephanie's older sister)'s house(the smaller one across the parking lot from the main house) flickering on and off and I was half excited as hell because it was so perfect and half depressed because I would be the one getting killed it sucked and once I had the cigarettes I swear I heard someone out there it took all I had not to just book back to the house but once I was back inside I was almost sad that I didn't get killed, just because it was so perfect anyway, not much happened today I picked up some more of my latest comic; Shade, The Changing Man that comic rocks it's one of Vertigo's founding titles from back in The Day and I swear Peter Milligan is a Misfits fan because some of the first few issues deal with the Kennedy assassination(like the song Bullet) and the issues after that deal with Hollywood; and are titled 'Hollywood Babble On pts. 1 + 2'(like the song Hollywood Babylon) now, admittedly, it doesn't look like a whole lot of proof just there but the first 6 issues recently came out in a collection called "The American Scream"(the name of the villain) the purchase of which is what got me into Shade in the first place and seeing those two topics so close together made me wonder especially since I'm just getting back into the Misfits but ironically; Sonic Youth is probably the best band for listening to while reading Shade because they're both really weird and cool but as far as my actual life [what "actual life"?] I might be doing something with Steph tomorrow; but if not I'm going to call Clinton and see what he's up to maybe get that band idea started cross your fingers Sweet Dreams president's bullet-ridden body in the street ride, johnny ride kennedy's shattered head hits concrete ride, johnny ride johnny's wife is floundering johnny's wife is scared run, jackie run texas is an outrage when your husband is dead texas is an outrage when they pick up his head texas is the reason; that the president's dead you gotta suck, suck, jackie suck president's bullet-ridden body in the street ride, johnny ride kennedy's shattered head hits concrete ride, johnny ride texas is an outrage when your husband is dead texas is an outrage when they pick up his head texas is the reason that the president's dead you gotta suck, suck, jackie suck arise jackie o, jonathon f kennedy well, arise and be shot down the dirt's gonna be your desert *my cum be your life source and the only way to get it is to suck or fuck or be poor and devoid and masturbate me, masturbate me then slurp it from your palm* like a dry desert soaking up rain soaking up sun like a dry desert soaking up rain soaking up sun -Bullet The Misfits *-I'm not much a fan of that part; but the rest is a good song � � |