"Uninspired" 2003-04-09 - 3:39 a.m.

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they say two out of three aint bad

so one out of three must suck

I sent e-mails to my friends

but I didn't go out today

or call the newspaper

ironically I felt really sick today, so I decided that I should wait until I get that medicine from the specialist before I go out and look for a job;

and I didn't really feel like going out when I didn't feel good

so blah

fuck me

I wrote the guitar part to a song today, and I'm really proud of it

but I couldn't come up with the inspiration for lyrics

and while looking for it I looked through some of my older entries and the notes I've gotten in response to them

and it really depressed me

I really miss how close me and Robyn and Steph used to be

it just sucks that we've grown apart

really sucks

I had some big long melodramatic tangent planned about that

but I really don't feel like getting involved in it again

in other news, the ultra-groovy "Puppet-666" has offered to make me a layout for this here diary,

so look out for that soon

and apparently my advice actually meant something to "Sindustries"

it's been a long time since I've actually made someone happy

...it feels nice

I don't know

there was supposed to be so much more to this entry

but I'm kinda tired,

and true to Homer's "sorry, I can't hear you, I'm wearing a towel" mentality;

I can't really think, I'm eating pizza

maybe I'll have something interesting to say tomorrow

Sweet Dreams

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