"straight out of line" 2003-03-05 - 3:05 a.m.

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it's the night before my Colonoscopy

well, technically it's the morning of

I find myself scared for reasons I can't pin down

it's not the procedure, or the drive, or anything else I can think of

I'm just terribly frightened

and right now I need someone to tell me everything will be ok

but there's no one here

and the lack of advice or even comments on my last entry lead me to believe no one reads this

at least, not on a daily basis

which leaves no comfort in pouring my soul into this, as it once did

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