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"Eighties" 2002-10-30 - 11:39 p.m. older - previous - next - profile - host - my band - my lj well, looks like I'm going to live if it were cancer or something fatal like that then it would've shown up in the blood tests; and by now I've realized suicide's out. Yesterday was the closest I've come to ever actually going through with it well, almost the closest but the first time obviously wasn't enough to kill me so it looks like I'm here to stay. damnit all I can do is hope that I feel better tomorrow even though I know I won't I must've been Jeffrey Dahmer in a past life or something I don't know what I have but it sucks and everybody wants to take their sweet ass time in diagnosing it and treating it- and oh yeah, I found out irritable bowel is treatable I think -because it's not terminal terminal: occuring at or causing the end of life well considering it's taken my life away in everything but the "alive or dead" sense; I can't see my friends, I can't go to school, I can't look for a job, I can't even leave the goddamn house I would say that it's pretty goddamn terminal but they're only concerned with the "alive or dead" sense fuckheads but that's all nothing I haven't said before in other news Grand Theft Auto: Vice City came out; and I rented it today[I had to trick my sister into wanting to go to Blockbuster, then have her get my dad to take her, and tell her to get it for me; since I can't leave the fucking house and all] and I just want to say that it is a fucking great game it's just as cool as Grand Theft Auto 3; but it's in THE EIGHTIES that's right, THE EIGHTIES! It's fucking great there's horrible fashions, horrible cars(including Vespa Scooters), cocaine's the drug of choice, and damn near everything has hot pink on it somewhere. normally I would consider a trip back to the eighties as something to fear; but for some reason I find this to be so entertaining that I *almost* don't mind being sick tomorrow so that I can play it more and the best part is, that the radio stations have real music that's right; real music they have all sorts of pop and stuff; but they have a rock station which plays Judas Priest, Megadeth, Ozzy Ozbourne, and even Slayer the only problem being that those are mixed in with horrible '80s groups like Journey and other such crap but the alternative is the New Wave station now while I'm a little dissapointed that they didn't have a station that would play the Ramones; I figure New Wave is the next best thing so far I haven't heard anything on that station worth changing the channel over it's got all the songs you remember, including whatever the hell the name of the German group that sang 99 Luftballoons was, and the Gods of New Wave; Flock of Seaguls. Oh yeah there's just something insanely bad ass about a motorcycle chase over stolen cocaine while Flock of Seaguls blares in the background it doesn't seem like it would be; but it is well; good night true believers and Sweet Dreams Eighties - i'm living in the eighties Eighties - i have to push, i have to struggle Eighties - get out of my way, i'm not for sale no more Eighties - let's kamikaze 'til we get there And we sang You do it this way Eighties - by day we run by night we dance, we do Eighties - i'm in love with the coming race Eighties - i've got the best, i'll take all i can get Eighties - i'm living for the eighties Eighties - i'm living in the eighties - i push Eighties - i'm living Eighties - i'm living in the eighties - i struggle Eighties - i'm living Eighties - i'm living Eighties - i'm living in the eighties Eighties - i'm living in the eighties - i push Eighties - push, push, struggle Eighties - i'm living Eighties - eighties - i'm living Eighties - i'm living in the eighties - i push Eighties - push, push, struggle -Eighties Killing Joke � � |