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"Prayer" 2002-10-27 - 11:03 p.m. older - previous - next - profile - host - my band - my lj I don't really feel like writing today just want to let everyone know that I didn't go to the hospital today I think my disease is letting up a little the odds are actually 60/40 in favor of my going to school tomorrow I pray I'm better I know I'm not cured, but I just want to be better I want to be able to function again and I can't wait to get back with my band every other thought in my head is about my band I just want to get together and fucking play something I want to play covers I want to get started writing our own shit I want to play some fucking shows I want to do SOMETHING and I don't want to be too fucking sick to leave the house anymore *sigh* don't any of you people reading this take your welfare for granted be thankful for every second you're able to function be thankful for even trivial stuff like just driving to a resteraunt or hanging out with your friends even going to school 'cause when you're practically bed-ridden, you learn to appreciate every little thing like that I just wish... *sigh* "wish in one hand shit in the other; see which one fills up first" we'll have to wait and see but I'll pray "-We don't have a prayer -On the contrary; that's the one thing we do have" -John Carpenter's Vampires � � |