"Happy Valentine's Day" 2005-02-14 - 7:45 p.m.

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so yeah, as I mentioned at the end of my last entry

I'm keeping my job delivering papers

even though I hate it

I'm getting better

but those apartments are still throwing me off

they consist of: "stop here, drop off X amount of papers, get back in car, continue to next stop"

well I was doing good last night until I missed a stop and completely fucked myself

it took me half an hour to regain my bearings

and then I got lost again at the same fucking one and it wound up taking me almost an hour on just that one apartment complex

I fucking hate them

then after my route, I had to find two new addresses

every day you get a sheet with addresses to add and drop from the list

normally it's no big deal

in fact last night I had four, but two of them were near other spots on the route, and I found them easily; which is usually how it goes

but these two weren't near anything else

one of them I found pretty easy

but the second one I spent half an hour driving around looking for; and I didn't even fucking find it

theoretically it doesn't exist

eventually I just had to go home because I couldn't find it

fucking piece of shit

ugh

as you can tell, after something like 9 hours of sleep and 3 more hours of being awake I'm still pissed

because in 5 1/2 hours I have to go do it again

fuck it

I wish I had enough money to quit

I hope Borders hires me at enough money to justify quitting

ugh

anyway

so today is Valentine's Day

or something

my mom gave me $10 and I wanted to act grateful but I knew I would have to borrow twice that for gas probably tomorrow or the day after

the only thing good was these little heart-shaped Everlasting Gobstoppers that I've been munching on ever since

I don't know

I just want to be awake during the day so I can do shit with my friends; and have money and not worry about this shit

Adios Amigos

My name is Cupid Valentino,
the modern day cupid.
I just want to say one thing.

Happy Valentine's Day!
Every day the 14th!
I don't think ya'll heard me?
I just wanna say Happy Valentine's Day!
Every day the 14th!
Can ya'll dig that?

Now when arrows don't penetrate,
Cupid grabs the pistol,
He shoots straight for your heart,
And he won't miss you.
That's alright ya'll won't believe in me anyway but,

Ya won't believe in me but you would fancy leprechauns or ground hogs,
No thank you, Easter Bunny!
There's all this talk about Santa Claus, but see love will rule supreme.

Happy Valentine's Day!
Every day the 14th!
When cupid knocks at your door,
You can't ignore me (there's no need to run)
Happy Valentine's Day!
Every day the 14th!
If you know what love means
Somebody tell me.

Ya won't believe in me but you would fancy leprechauns or ground hogs,
No thank you, Easter Bunny!
There's so much fuss about Santa Claus,
But see cupid will not be defeated.

Happy Valentine's Day!
Every day the 14th!
Now I know your hearts have grown cold, and that bothers me.
Now I understand 'cause I used to be a bad boy in my day.
I know your tryin' to protect your lil' feelings,
But you can't run away. (Uh oh)

Ya won't believe in me but you would fancy,
Hey don't you suppose to be some kind of player or somethin'...
Bunny!!
Well keep on runnin', player cause I got my good shoes on
And I got 'em tied up tight, so your gon' find out tonight.

Got a sweet lil' darling back in my corner
Below I know I love her but, act like I don't want her
Surrounded by the lovely but yet feel like a loner
Could be an organ donor,
The way I'd give up my heart but never know because shit I never tell her
Ask me how I'm feeling I'd holla that it's irrel'
I don't get myself caught in the Jello jella,
And pudding pops that other opt to call falling in love but,
For the record have you ever rode a horse?
Likely you just sent me to Pluto, I said of course
But if you ain't a sweety indeedy I won't endorse
Han Solo till I'm hit by bullets, obey the force
Bewitch you, and I rich you in better time permits
For now show me samples, examples why your the shit
But how am I to know with the profession that I'm in
And if you do not know me then how could you be my friend

Happy Valentine
Happy Valentine (Valentine)
Happy Valentine's Day (Happy Valentine's Day)

Happy Valentine
fuck that Valentine(Valentine)
fuck that Valentine's Day (fuck that Valentine's Day)

fuck that Valentine
fuck that Valentine (Valentine)
fuck that Valentine's Day (fuck that Valentine's Day)

-Happy Valentine's Day

Outkast