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"Low" 2004-03-30 - 2:33 a.m. older - previous - next - profile - host - my band - my lj another wasted day I'm starting to get really sick of everything not that that's anything new every day my parents give me the same lecture the same shit every day as if I'm just not getting it and one day I'll say: "oh, ooooh" and jump up and put on my nice shirt and tie and go out and come back with a job like it's so simple and I'm just missing something but telling me the same Goddamn things day after day will solve this whole problem next time they say it I'm just going to explode I think if I don't find a job soon, things are going to end badly I don't know in good news, Ruben talked his ex-girlfriend into playing drums for us I don't know how long that's going to last or how it's going to work if it does but at this point I'll take anything who knows I feel too down it's a vicious cycle my parents give me shit about not having a job I get depressed and don't look for a job and so my parents give me shit about not having a job and I can't help but think how drastically my life would turn around if I could just accomplish this one task how different my life would be if I could only find a job but I just can't seem to find one at this point it's almost like some kind of divine intervention keeping me from getting a job I hate how repetetive this all is I just keep bitching about getting a job over and over and over again something so mundane but it's become this epic drama for me it makes me so disgusted I can't belive that this is what my life has become I need a fucking drink Sweet Dreams � � |