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"State of Duality" 2003-12-06 - 3:29 a.m. older - previous - next - profile - host - my band - my lj I'm so funny I'm so weird I suppose all bi-polar people are it's like I'm two different people in the same ugly-ass skin in the newest Legacy of Kain game; you switch between two characters[Kain and Raziel] every other level and I can't decide which I like better and that's kinda how my life is I spend so much time as one person witty and happy and somewhat-carefree and then I spend time as the other dark, moody, counting the days until I OD or commit suicide or both and I can't decide which I like better it's just so weird switching between them I act and think differently as each of them it's not just a change of moods it's bizarre and I don't know what my point is tonight, other than just how astounded I am that I can be these two different people I don't know tomorrow I go out and spend the money I worked so hard to earn and Sunday I get together with my friends and monday I have off and Friday is the day we take on Santa which I honestly can't wait for and working at Wal-Mart has really made me appreciate babies customers come in with them in their carts and they're just so bloody cute when I got depressed at work yesterday it was a baby that cheered me up and it intrigues me how they can go from sobbing and screaming to sitting calmly in the blink of an eye and vice-versa one of these days I've gotta get me one of those I Guess That I Just Don't Know � � |