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"I'm Insane" 2003-11-03 - 3:08 a.m. older - previous - next - profile - host - my band - my lj well, on one hand things have been pretty decent for me on the other hand I think I'm GOING INSANE just ask Sindy first I'd like to say that Robyn makes kick ass mix-anythings she gave me a cd the other night, and I've been listening to it almost non-stop I've even started digging The Safety Dance and Party All The Time[Eddy Murphy's song]; which I think she put on there just because I told her I hate them also, she has pics posted from Halloween go to her diary and click on the pictures link she put up I'm the grinning idiot you'll see first I also bought Ima Robot's album yesterday which rocks I've been listening to the CD Robyn made for me more, though hopefully I'll call Clinton tomorrow; and hopefully "my" band will get together for the first time in the near future and I might be starting work at Wal-Mart as early as Wednesday depending on how soon they check my references and that's good because it equals something to do and money and money is good because I can buy things I need and lots more albums on the other hand, I'm pretty sure that I've actually lost my mind those problems I kept talking about probably drove me truthfully I think the actual problems go back much further and much deeper these problems are just the current tool I'm using to ruin myself and people I love and among the myriad things I'm struggling with, not the least of them is wether these problems are real or something I've made up just to cause trouble because for all my lighthearted commentary on songs from the '80s and chain stores; I'm a deeply troubled individual Touch Me, I'm Sick If I ran away today Will you pull me back tomorrow? Took some time to arrange With trust, space will follow Out to find the things you need Your connections hard to swallow Still things you tell me when Your eyes track me down, keepin' you hollow Throat starts to drain I've done it way too many times to go away Gone in a state, by my water Can you bring it back to me Will you follow? And how'd you get away If I ran away today Will you pull me back tomorrow? Took some time to arrange Your connections hard to swallow I know you're somewhere, I'm Insane It's your needs on my brain Smack me out, Our eyes exchange To have the strength to stake my claim Have you placed it? I can't taste it Will I waste it? Can't trace it Time to face it Now gonna go away I know you're somewhere, I'm Insane It's your needs on my brain Smack me out, Move on with change To have the strength to stake my claim I know you're somewhere, I'm Insane To have the strength to stake my claim I know you're somewhere, I'm Insane To have the strength to stake my claim -I'm Insane Dinosaur Jr � � |