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"Don't Follow" 2003-10-07 - 4:09 a.m. older - previous - next - profile - host - my band - my lj you wanna know the easiest way to get depressed? read "15 Portraits of Despair" in the new Sandman: Endless Nights collection it's highly depressing and Despair has always reminded me of someone someone I know, and used to be close to it's not the person I usually talk about in here, but it's someone I do talk about and reading that now, it just really made me hate myself because things have been bad for her and I wish I could do more and I wish I could say that it feels like I'm behind glass or something, but it doesn't it feels like I'm just standing there watching as she goes through this and I don't do anything and that makes me feel like shit I did something once and maybe that'll be enough maybe that'll keep things from going too far but maybe not and what if what I'm afraid will happen happens? what'll I do? and why couldn't I have done more? 'cause right now all I can do is pray that that doesn't happen because I'm a coward and I'm so sorry I wish I could do more If I could take away all her(and all my friends') pain and take it onto myself, I'd do it gladly I Wish I Could Eat Your Cancer, When You Turn Black Sweet Dreams � � |