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"Confusion" 2003-08-24 - 4:34 a.m. older - previous - next - profile - host - my band - my lj there's no time to give at all I cause you grief and blow my hatred Further in your mind You reach, I run, you fall On skinned knees you crawl I want to set you free, recognize my disease Love, sex, pain, confusion, suffering You're there crying, I feel not a thing Drilling my way deeper in your head Sinking, draining, drowning, bleeding, dead So you sit and think of love I wait, hate all the more, I fall On skinned knees I crawl I want to set you free, recognize my disease Love, sex, pain, confusion, suffering You're there crying, I feel not a thing Drilling my way deeper in your head Sinking, draining, drowning, bleeding, dead Now there's time to give it all I put my fears behind again On skinned knees we'll crawl I want to set you free, recognize my disease Love, sex, pain, confusion, suffering You're there crying, I feel not a thing Drilling my way deeper in your head Sinking, draining, drowning, bleeding, dead -Confusion Alice in Chains the title says it all the bold passages sum up my feelings I wish I had a Magic 8 Ball a real one and I could ask it "what's going on between me and ___" and go down the list of everyone I know instead of just being confused there's a lot going on inside me now and I'm lost as to most of it I feel like I should be going on a vision quest go off into the wilderness with nothing but supplies go to the top of a mountain or something and come back knowing who I am, and knowing where to begin with the many (fading)relationships in my life I suppose this is what being a teenager is all about confusion with yourself and your life but how come it's hitting me so hard now, seemingly from out of nowhere and overnight? if I had one wish, instead of using it on the answers I'm so desperate for(and devoting this entry to bitching about); I'd blow it and wish that I was in a situation like Silent Hill 3 that I'm actually someone else and that there's another world I can step into, and some evil that I have to take on instead of just my own confusing troubles I don't know Ask Again Later � � |