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"Stuck" 2003-06-17 - 3:30 a.m. older - previous - next - profile - host - my band - my lj tonight was weird earlier tonight I was struck with an absolutely piercing depression honestly half of me wants to talk about it and half of me doesn't but I'm going to do what I usually do in this situation and not I'm sure one day soon those same reasons will get me depressed again and that time I'll stay that way long enough to talk about it but not tonight anyway, it slowly faded to just bitter loneliness and not even for a girlfriend; but just for anyone my car is still busted(even though we have sort of figured out the problem) which means that I can't go anywhere I feel like one of the people in the pool in the video for We Die Young just trapped and even though I feel this way emotionally a lot it's different to feel that way physically which leads to me feeling like that emotionally which leads to a double wammy of torture and due to that nothing is really going on with me although, today I got a summons for Jury Duty now, I'm a huge Law & Order fan in fact, these days it's about the only show I catch on a daily basis so at first it was kinda like "whatever, it'll just be like watching Law & Order in real life" but of course the courthouse is way the fuck downtown everything is way the fuck downtown but my parents just had to pick a house up north it sucks so I don't really want to get picked apparently they summon about a 100 people and they only pick 12; and I think a teenager with long hair(pulled back) wearing jeans and just a button-up t-shirt with either combat boots or beat-up Converse sneakers is not gonna be picked over 99 other respectable people in suits but you never know I wouldn't even be worried about this(or like I said, I might even want to get picked) if the courthouse wasn't such a long drive away but I guess we'll just have to wait and see I've got a whole month between now and then and P.S. - 10 days 'till 28 Days Later Sweet Dreams My Life As A Movie: opening credits: Fast Car by Tracy Chapman party scene: Breathe by Prodigy falling in love scene: Creep by Radiohead love love scene: Fast Car by Tracy Chapman driving after a break-up scene: Chloe Dancer/Crown of Thorns by Mother Love Bone driving to make-up the break-up scene: 3 Libras by A Perfect Circle plain old driving scene: Would by Alice in Chains chase scene: All I Want by The Offspring fight scene: Prison Sex by Tool funeral scene: Untitled by Silverchair closing credits: I'm Insane by Dinosaur Jr � � |