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"Mexican Seafood" 2002-12-11 - 12:25 a.m. older - previous - next - profile - host - my band - my lj my brain hurts and I don't know why it's probably from staring at first the tv then the computer for hours out of sheer freaking boredom I have to go get the oil in my car changed tomorrow whoopee I think I'm actually starting to take my parent's advice to heart, and just focus on the holiday; I'll worry later it still bothers me but not as much hopefully it'll get less and less as Christmas gets closer what is starting to bother me though is that I'm starting to get addicted to cigaretts it used to be that I just wanted to smoke I'd have one every once in a while, but I could(and did) go for months without having one and not have it bother me now I find that I have to have at least one a day crap, one more hang-up I'm stuck with like that freaking Zoloft it aint doin' shit 'cause of how depressed I been lately, but if I stop taking it it'll make me feel worse shit then there's the stomach medicine it's been pretty much working fine but today I didn't feel good, I just pray it keeps working freaking problems I really wish I could get ahold of Misty maybe I'll try calling her again tomorrow hope that her phone's re-connected I half want to talk to her about the band half 'cause I really miss her I love Misty *sigh* so much going on and yet, so little I'm gonna go watch tv and pretend I'm trying to go to sleep now Sweet Dreams � � |